Entry 151

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An Unnatural Calm

Shouldn't I be worried

When the obstacle is here?

Shouldn't I be scared

Of the one thing, that more than death itself, is feared?

I feel normal, I've been forcing myself to feel normal

I've been staying calm;

Perhaps I will put myself in the mindset

That everything it okay, and it will be okay

I will trick myself, although I know it's a trick

But it will all somehow work out

And this unnatural calm feeling will soothe me;

I'll feel better when it's over

For tomorrow is the most important day.

"An Unnatural Calm," (c) Rebecca Grapentine, December 8th, 2011