Entry 106

And another wolf.

Test

I thought I would do okay,

And I still think I will.

I think I did.

But I could do much better,

And I've shown that I really need improvement.

But this isn't practice anymore.

It's the real test.

This is it.

I feel like I need to be perfect,

But I'm not,

And there's no getting around that;

All I can think about is what I do wrong.

What can go wrong.

What I'm messing up,

And how often I mess up,

And how irritating I must be.

Why now?

Why mess up on the test?

Why couldn't I have been awful during practice?

Why do I have to fail now?

"Test," (c) Rebecca Grapentine, June 21st, 2011