Entry 085

I think I'm really going to die waiting.

Obsession to Impatience

At first I saw it as a rumor.

Then the rumors were confirmed.

Then I saw it as distant.

And then that distance became closer.

The arrival of something I really want

Is near;

I am not sure if it will be this month or the next,

And the unstable date of its arrival bothers me.

I was excited but not overly so at first,

And now waiting is killing me.

I want what I want,

And I want it now...

My obsession has turned into my impatience

And it's killing me.

"Obsession to Impatience," (c) Rebecca Grapentine, May 31st, 2011