Entry 074

"Cow Hats," (c) Rebecca Grapentine via Mabinogi

A Strange New Freedom

Time is all I have.

I have all the time in the world.

I could use it wisely,

But I'm not that smart.

I could make it useful,

But I'm too lazy.

I have this strange new freedom

To do whatever I want.

It makes me realize

That I don't really want that time.

I do so much that it gets boring.

I don't want to be bored

But I have all this free time.

I don't want to work in it,

That's boring.

I dont' want to spend all day

Doing what I want to do,

Because that's boring.

This strange new freedom

Is killing me.

"A Strange New Freedom," (c) Rebecca Grapentine, May 20th, 2011