Entry 078

"Dead Standing," (c) Rebecca Grapentine via Mabinogi

Miss

I remember a time

From long ago

But close enough to remain fresh in my mind.

I was rich,

I was fancy,

I could afford to spend.

I had what I needed.

I was happy

And my wealth was growing.

There was a hiatus,

And I lost it all.

I didn't deserve that.

I worked hard for what I had.

I wish I still had it.

I miss my gifts from my friends,

My hard-earned, well-deserved money,

I miss my fancy clothes,

And I miss being rich enough

To go on 2 million gold shopping sprees.

I miss a lot of things.

But I'm still here.

My pets are still here.

My friends are still here,

And my skills are still here.

Only my materialistic things are gone.

And oh, how I do miss them so.

I miss them so much.

I want them back.

"Miss," (c) Rebecca Grapentine, May 24th, 2011